I Need a Friend Today

"I need a friend today."

I texted this line to a friend this morning thinking that that person will suddenly reply and console me. But the person didn't, and I'd like to think that I'm okay with that.

Well, I'm having some controversial issues to deal with this morning so I am still downhearted at the moment. There are accusations thrown at me and all I can do is grin and bear it. I know myself better than them and I will stand by my word that I will not compromise my credibility as a teacher for money or for anything. Sometimes it's more difficult to deal with parents than actually teach their kids. I am overwhelmed with the support of the parents who are also educators for they helped me explain to other parents how the computation of grades work. However, some parents are gullible so no matter how you explain things at them, they still wouldn't accept your explanation. So what can you do with those close minded ones?

Other than the controversy, I am also dealing with a personal battle. It is a battle that deals with denial, anger, bargaining and acceptance. I can't say exactly what level I am in but I'm good. I'm at this point in life where I think that there's no problem that I can't handle. So whatever it is, I would like to ask you to pray for me that I gain calmness and peace of mind. I'd love it if you do, and thanks in advance.