Unknown Sadness

For an unknown reason, I feel sad these past few days that's why I haven't been posting sensible entries (naks!). It may be because of a very sad news my mom relayed to me yesterday morning or it may be because of the stressful days I'm having lately. Anyway, I want to de-stress. I want to have a 2 hour massage and a facial treatment since zits are crowding my face. I have never had too many pimples like this and my back is also affected by the zit plague. LOL. I am treating the zits as a serious matter.

See, a month ago, I tried on taking pills just for the heck of it. However, I could not bear the side effects because I easily get irritated so I stopped after the 3rd pill because I do not want to jeopardize my job (I fear that I might spank a child haha). So when I stopped taking the pills, zits came out of nowhere. And I don't mean regular zits, they're cystic pimples! (Pam, correct me if I used the wrong term here) It's kinda depressing. And I am still sad. I miss talking on the phone for hours I wish BFF will call me soon.